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[size=150:3tctlwnv][color=#8000FF:3tctlwnv]AATH DIN–1

Bebas nigaahon mein hai tabaahi ka manzar,

Aur tapakate ashq ki har boond,

Wafa ka izhaar karti hai,

Dooba hai dil mein Bewafai ka khanjar,

Lamha-e-bekasi mein tasaavur ki duniya,

Maut ka deedar karti hai,

Aey hawa unko karde khabar meri maut ki,

Aur kehna,

Ke kafan ki khwahish mein meri laash,

Unke aanchal ka intezaar karti hai……

Mera andaza aath din ka hai. Poore aath din.

Main koi scientist ya pathologist nahi hoon aur na hi koi jyotishi. Main toh university mein economics padhata hoon. Par thodi bahut research, thoid kitabon ki khaak chhan kar mujhe poora yakeen hai ke Delhi ki garmi mein mera aath din ka andaza bilkul theek bethega.

Kyunki main tumse bahut pyaar karta hoon aur hamesha karta bhi rahunga. Aur tum ye baat bhi bahut achhi tarah janti ho ke badlav mujhe pasand nahi. Kisi bhi tarah ka koi bhi badlav. Phere lete hue jab tumne meri patni hone ka vachan liya tha, usi waqt maine bhi tumhara pati hone aur rehne ki kasam uthayi thi.

Is kasam ko toda nahi ja sakta, na badla ja sakta, ye tum jaanti ho.

Tum ghar vaapis aaogi. Tum ek baar phir hamare bedroom mein kadam rakhogi. Jis waqt ka maine andaza lagaya hai, us waqt tum andar kadam rakhogi. Jis hisaab se maine andaza lagaya hai, usi hisaab se tum mere nazdeek aaogi. Aur phir tum hisaab lagaogi ke mera andaza theek tha ya nahi.

Aath din meri jaan, Aath din.

Shayad ye bhi haqeeat hi hai ke mohabbat ek zinda cheez ki tarah hai aur jis tarah har zinda cheez ko ek din marna hota hai, usi tarah se mohabbat bhi ek din dam tod deti hai. Kabhi kabhi achanak aur kabhi dheere dheere, tadap tadap kar.

Aaj se aathve din hamari aathvi anniversary hai aur is anniversary par maine tumhare liye ek khaas tohfa taiyyar kiya hai.

Tum ghar par akeli hi aaogi, jaisa ke tumne mujhse wada kiya hai. Vaise toh tumhare mutaabik ab tumhare dil mein mere liye pehle wali jagah nahi rahi par phir bhi itni ummeed toh main tumse kar hi sakta hoon ke tum mujhse kiya apna wada toh nibhaogi hi. Tum par maine hamesha yakeen kiya tha, tumhari har baat pe

aankh band karke bharosa. Koi sawal nahi kiya tha maine us din jab tumne mujhse kaha tha ke tumhari zindagi mein aur koi doosra aadmi nahi. Theek usi tarah mujhe aaj bhi yakeen hai ke tum ghar par akeli hi aaogi.

Mumbai se tumhari flight Delhi Airport par dopahar 3:22 par land hogi. Tumne mujhe airport se tumhein pick karne ke liuye maine mana kiya hai aur main tumhari baat ko poori izzat doonga. Tum airport se Janakpuri ke liye ek Taxi karogi. Tum chahti ho ke tum ghar aao, apna sab saman lo aur usi taxi mein bethkar vo raat kisi hotel mein guzaro kyunki Mumbai ki agli flight agle din hi hai.

Tum taxi ko hamare ghar ke bahar ped ke neeche rukvaogi. Taxi mein bethi kuchh der tak tum nazar jamaye ghar ki taraf khamoshi se dekhti rahogi. Tum kaafi thaki hui hogi. Us waqt tumhein samajh nahi aa raha hoga ke kya karo. Jhijhak, afsos, dukh, guilt ki ek ajeeb mili juli si feelings se tum kuchh der tak vahin bethi guzarti rahogi.

Ya shayad tum vahan bethi sirf ye socho ke agle ek ghante mein sab khatam ho jaayega. Aur aakhir tumhein tumhari aazadi mil hi jaayegi.

Agar tumhari flight delay nahi hui toh tum takreeban 4 baje tak ghar pahunchogi. Garmi us waqt bhi bahut zyada hogi aur Taxi ke A.C. se tumhara bahar nikalne ka dil nahi kar raha hoga. Tumhein gaye hue 5 hafte ho chuke honge aur bahar sadak par taxi mein bethi tum ghar ko dekhogi aur ye sochogi ke kuchh bhi toh nahi badla.

Tum is baat ko bilkul nazar andaz kar dogi ke hamare living room ke parde zindagi mein pehli baar tumhein band milenge. Tum is baat ko bhi nazar andaaz kar dogi ke hamare ghar ke bahar bane lawn mein ghaas bahur zyada badh chuki hai aur pani na milne ki vajah se garmi mein jhulas kar jal chuki hai.

Kitne badal gaye hain vo halat ki tarah,

Ab milte hain pehli mulaqat ki tarah,

Ham kya kisi ke husn ka sadqa utarte,

Kuchh din ka saath mila toh khairat ki tarah….

Ghar ke bahar newspapers bikhre pade honge. Mailbox mein pichhle kayi din ke letter pade honge. Ye sab dekh kar shayad tumhien kuchh ajeeb lage. Aur shayad tumhein thodi bechaini ho, ya thoda guilty bhi feel ho. Kyunki tum jaanti ho ke ghar in sab cheezon ko lekar tumhara pati ki particular tha.

Tumhara vahi pati jiske liye ghar ki saaf safai kitna matlab rakhti thi. Aur sirf ghar ke andar ki hi nahi balki ghar ke bahar ki bhi safayi.

Aur aaj sochta hoon toh shayad hasi bhi aati hai ke kabhi meri yahi baaten tumhein kitni zyada pasand thi. Kitni mohabbar karti thi tum meri inhi aadaton se jo baad mein tumhein pareshan karne lagi thi, Kaise pehli baar jab tumne mera kamra dekha toh ye kaha tha ke ye doosre ladko ke kamro jaisa ganda nahi balki bahut saaf hai.

Aur baad mein tumhein meri yahi aadat aur safai par tumhein tokna kitna bura lagne laga tha.

Toh tum bahar bethi ghar ke gandi halat ko dekhogi aur dil hi dil mein apne aap se kahogi ke tum iske liye zimmedar nahi ho. Paanch hafte ho jaayenge tumhein gaye hue aur in paanch hafto mein sirf 2 baar tumne mujhse phone kiya aur har baar mujhe bas yahi kaha ke main tumhein jaane doon.

Kaha kya balki tumne toh mujhse haath jodkar bheekh hi maang li ke main tumhein bhool jaaoon aur jaane do. Jaise tumhein mujhse bheekh maangne ki koi bhi zaroorat thi.

Ghar ke bahar meri car dekh kar tum samajh jaogi ke main ghar par hi hoon aur shayad is baat ka tumhein afsos bhi ho kyunki saare raste tum yahi ummeed aur dua karti aayi hogi ke main tumhein ghar par na milun aur tum chup chap apna saman lekar nikal jao.

Ke tumhein mera samna na karna pade.

Par shayad tum ye bhool chuki hogi ke maine tumse ye wada kiya tha ke main tumhein us waqt ghar par hi milunga taaki ham ek aakhri baar mil saken aur apne divorce papers par sign kar sake. Taaki ham saare settlements nipta saken.

Hairat ki baat hai ke saath jeene marne ki kasmen ab settlement jaise ek shabd mein simat gayi.

Ghar ke bahar khadi car HAMARI car hai, ye ghar HAMARA ghar hai. Kyunki ye saari properties mein tum barabar ki hissedar ho. Yun toh tum ek housewife thi aur ghar ka sara kharcha mere zimme tha, ye sab cheezen maine khud kharidi thi par phir bhi maine in sab cheezon ke tumhein bhi barabar maalik banaya hai kyunki tum meri biwi ho, meri hamraaz ho, meri ham-safar ho, meri ardhangini ho, meri better half ho.

Kyunki main tumse be-intehaan mohabbat karta hoon.

Airport se ghar tak tum poore raaste sochti hui aayi hongi. Mujhse kya kehna hai, kya baat karni hai, saari lines tumne ek baar phir rehearse ki hongi. Tum jaanti ho ke main tumse kahunga ke tum apna irada badal do aur sab bhool kar ek baar phir ghar aa jao aur tum jawab mein apni line rehearse karti aaogi. Ke mujhe kaise samjha hai ke ab sab khatam ho chala hai. Ke ab tum vaapis kabhi nahi aa sakti sivaay is ek ghante ke jabke tum apna saman lene aaogi.

Sivay ek ghante ke jab tum aaogi bhi toh vaapis chale jaane ke liye.

Tum mujhse kahogi ke main tumhein maaf kar doon aur ke tum bahut sharminda ho. Ke tumhein bahut afsos hai.

Hairat ki baat hai ke saaf jeene marne ki kasmein sharmindagi aur afsos jaise lafzon mein simat jaayengi.

Wafa ki aakhri hadh se guzar liya jaaye,

Sitamgaro ke mohalle mein ghar liya jaaye,

Jidhar nigah uthe aap hi ke jalwe hon,

Jiye toh aise jiyen warna mar liya jaaye…..

kramashah…………..

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