Sreedevi was sitting on her cot and feeding her six-month old child. It was around 10 30 PM in the night and it was raining heavily outside, and the sound of the heavy showers and occasional thunders was quite noisy and the weather was also chilly. As the baby suckled her nipples, the milk oozed out of her swollen breasts and the child was comfortably closeted in his mother’s warmth and as he had his fill, he stopped his sucking and dozed off to sleep. Sreedevi was leaning on the side of the cot and her thought drifted off to the last two year period of her life ending with the death of her husband about 3 months back.
Sreedevi was only twenty years old now and she had lost her husband in an accident after only a few months of marital life. She had been married about only 18 months earlier to Ravi who had been working in a private company in Cochin. She had been only just past her eighteenth birthday when her marriage was fixed to Ravi. They belonged to a middle class family and since her husband’s family was settled in a far away place at Kannur, Ravi’s brother Sasi was staying at Hostel them since he was studying for Pre-Degree in Cochin and he used to visit his brother’s little house during week ends. Sasi was seventeen years old and there was a gap of five years between him and his brother.
Sasi was very fond of his sister in law (Chettathi in Malayalam and equivalent to Bhabi) – Sreedevi, and right from beginning they liked each other. Secretly Sasi used to admire her beauty and used to envy his brother very much. Sreedevi was a fair complexioned girl with beautiful features and well-developed curves and abundant bottoms. After she came to her husband’s house, her brother-in-law Sasi used to come regularly during weekends and she has caught him staring at her breast several times. She had not given much thought to it since she was aware that at his age it was natural and she was also generally used to men staring at her in view of her beauty.
Sreedevi’s marriage with Ravi itself was a dull affair and it was an arranged wedding. Ravi was a typical middle class person without much ambition, occasional drinking habits and was not really romantic nor sexually very active. He had earlier some sexual experiences with some professional girls and had been generally happy by the gratification he got and he was only extending the act to his newly wed wife and the romantic aspects never really bothered him.
Sreedevi was looking forward to her married life with romantic dreams and was hoping that her husband would treat her like Mammootty used to do in Malayalam films with his heroines. She was rather disappointed with their first night itself. Ravi walked into the bed room which was decorated and she handed over a tumbler of milk as per the normal ritual, which he took and gulped and it didn’t dawn on him that he was supposed to give her half the milk after tasting it. She was very shy and she did not raise any question, when he said, “Sreedevi, lie down”. She demurely sat on the edge of the cot. Ravi was rather maddened by her beauty and embraced her tightly. Sreedevi was rather shocked by his aggressive progress and wished that he would proceed more gently and slowly.
Ravi made her lie straight in the centre of the double cot and knelt by her side and then suddenly she felt him lifting the bottom of her saree over her creamy white thighs. She held his hands and pleaded with him “No chetta. not so fast please . let us switch off the lights”. Ravi brushed her hands away and curtly told her “I want to see you” and proceed to lift the saree along with the petticoat further to expose her thighs and her triangular pubic mound which was beaming beneath her pink panties. She was so shy that she closed her eyes tightly and was waiting to see what he was going to do further. Ravi was now only bothered about how quickly to get into her and have a go! He quietly peeled her panties and pulled it down from her waist after lifting up the saree and petticoat further up to her waist level, for his convenience. Sreedevi had really no choice, but to lift her bottoms to enable him to pull down the panties down her thighs and as she felt it being taken off totally through her ankles, she closed her face with both her hands, as if that would help her to hide her exposed genitals from this man who has now become her husband!
Sreedevi felt his hand spread her legs wider, so that he could have a full view of the cuntal lips of his new bride, The triangular mound which was creamy was bisected by her labia which was pink in colour and he was feasting the beauty of it in the centre of the sparse hairy cunt of his wife. As she felt his hands being taken off from her thighs, Sreedevi opened her eyes and sneaked through the gaps between her fingers covering her face to see what he was further going to do. She saw him getting down from the bed and stand beside her on the floor and still staring at her private parts. Ravi removed his shirt and after that he was only wearing his banian and lungi. Sreedevi was puzzled by the bulge in front of his lungi between his legs and was wondering when he suddenly removed the lungi from his waist and dropped it on the floor. The bulge was now much more prominent as his underwear was in her sight.
Sreedevi closed her eyes involuntarily and gradually opened her eyes through her parted fingers as she heard further rustle of clothes near her proximity and was now shocked as he was leaning and removing his underwear. Sreedevi froze for a moment and her heart skipped a beat as she saw the six-inch dark rod of his prick springing out as his underwear went down. For two or three seconds it was hidden from her side as he bent forward to remove his underwear through his legs and ankles and threw it down near the cot and as he straightened, it was erect and throbbing and bouncing, as Ravi was still fixing his gaze between Sreedevi’s thighs which made him fully excited at the sight of her exposed smiling cunt.
Ravi did not bother to remove his banians and he sat on the cot near his newly wed wife with her saree bunched over her waist and spreading her legs wide. He was getting more and more impatient to get into her and bang her fast to get rid of his load, since the swelling of his prick was really strong now.
Sreedevi was now scared at the sight of his erect penis and as she vaguely understood the intention for lifting her saree up and making her legs spread wide was to probably insert it between her legs. Her heart was pounding now with fear as she felt him sitting near her on the cot. She continued to close her face with her parted fingers but her eyes were fully open in spite of her fear. As he knelt near her, the size of his prick in erect state was enormous as it appeared to her and brushed against her side. Sreedevi felt him pulling the top of her saree from her breast and exposed the gorgeous mountains and unhooked the bottom three hooks of her blouse. Then he turned her sideways and as her back was before him, Ravi pushed the blouse up and released the hook of her brassier and made her revert to her original position.
Then Ravi pushed up her blouse to reveal the bumps of her bra and using her fingers pushed the cups of the bra also above to expose the beautiful breasts The creamy white soft breasts and the aureole of her pink nipples were making him really wild and he started pressing them and squeezing them forcefully rather than fondling them gently and pleasurably. Sreedevi winced in pain and involuntarily her hands covering her face came down and held his wrists to slow down his movements. By now, Ravi was so impatient that he did not want to waste further time without entering her. So he shifted his position and took kneeling position moving forward and sideways and reaching between her spread thighs.
Sreedevi was now getting more and more scared since things were getting too fast for her and her body was not really warmed up for a proper love making. In fact due to the fear she was experiencing, she felt her legs and thighs contracting, in the process her cunt was also tightening. She feebly said “Chetta! I am very much afraid”, but Ravi knelt down between her legs and without even bothering to reassure her, he took his manhood in his hand and bent and positioned it between the parted lips of her vagina. Since the entire time duration since he drank the milk was only about 5 minutes, neither of them were sufficiently lubricated.
Ravi tried to push his throbbing prick into the cunt, which was tightening further as he pushed, and she could only helplessly hiss out of fear and pain due to the thrust. Since both their genitals were dry, Ravi could not make any headway in entering into her although he pushed strongly, which made her wince with pain. So he pulled back his tool and spit some saliva on to his fingers and applied the same to the reddish tip of his prick and pushed back the foreskin to reveal the glans. Sreedevi who had clenched her fists and closed her eyes and softly moaned “Ammae! . . . .” as he was pushing into her, opened her eyes to see what he was doing and could only helplessly watch him lubricating his tool with his own saliva.
Ravi made his next attempt now and once again as Sreedevi closed her eyes and this time the prick made some entry into the tight velvety opening. Although lubricated, due to the tightness of the virginal opening and also lack of proper preparation, it made the entry really painful and Sreedevi could not control moaning in pain and silently endured the pain of being entered into her womanhood by a foreign object and the excruciating pain was slow and steady as he made the entry fully. Tears rolled down her eyes, as she was wincing and hissing in pain and tried to control shouting aloud due to the intense pain.
Ravi’s excitement was reaching new peak as he made his entry and as he pushed up to the hilt, the warmth of her cunt engulfing his throbbing and swelling prick. As he lay on top of her, he pulled back halfway and pushed with all his might once again and she yelled silently controlling her tears. Ravi was mad with excitement now. His previous experiences with prostitutes had been short, but never so tight and exquisite. Sreedevi tried to close her thighs to prevent him from banging deep into her. But by now Ravi had reached a state of frenzy that he was not bothered about anything, except to thrust his penis deep into her cunt and he had by now reached the peak after having made about 15 to 20 movements and he could not control any further.
Ravi started moaning aloud and he thrust himself deeper and gave a long yawning sound as he pumped her faster and let go into his ejaculation into her. His prick throbbed and throbbed inside her and in jerks of three or four times pumped his semen into her and it overflowed out of her triangular mound. The whole thing had lasted only about 5 minutes and less than one minute after he entered her although Sreedevi had found that even that one minute was unbearable, thanks to his inconsiderateness. As he started shrinking inside her, Sreedevi was relieved and within another few seconds, his weight on top of her body was off and he stood up and pulled down her saree over her legs and got up and went to the bath room and came back and lied down and almost immediately he went to sleep and started snoring.
It was disgusting for Sreedevi, who was the new bride expecting wonderful experiences during her first night. Not a nice word, not a kiss, not even stripping her completely. Just lifted her saree and Ravi had banged her. Just used her body and gone to sleep. Marriage had become an utter disappointment for her and more importantly sex had become a bore and purely selfish and one-sided relief for the husband!
During the next three months after the wedding, it was only a repetition of different variety. Only thing was that the pain was not as much as the first time, after she had been banged a few times and by now she was used to it all. After they came to Cochin and settled in their tiny little home, where there was a bit more privacy, Ravi took a bit more liberties in asking her to strip completely after a few nights and enjoy the sight of her beauty a bit more. But he was always selfish and tried to get himself satisfied rather than making an attempt to make love to her in the true sense of the word and satisfy her sexual needs.
Life had been going on ordinarily and two months later she conceived and both were happy. Sreedevi felt that at least some void in her life would be filled with the arrival of the child. Meanwhile, Ravi’s younger brother Sasi used to come home during weekends and she was also treating her like her own brother. Although he was younger than she was, Sasi was much more considerate. When she served lunch for him, he used to appreciate the taste and tell her “Chettathi, the curry and your preparation is so nice” and at times, he even used to say that “Chettathi you look just like Monisha in that nice saree!”. She had become fond of her and even used to pinch his cheeks playfully and occasionally touch him, and she had noticed that he was getting affected due to her touch and many times she had seen him with his eyes fixed on her breasts.
One day, when Ravi had gone to Office, Sasi had come home and it was then that Sreedevi had just finished her bath and he suddenly walked into the room where she was dressing. Since she had her back turned she did not see him coming in, but he was able to see her through the mirror where she was dressing. He was stunned and said, “I am sorry Chettathi”. Sreedevi had just finished tying the knot of her petticoat and she was topless and her ample breasts were exposed and Sasi was clean bowled. She quickly covered her front with the saree and said “It is alright Sasi. You please wait in the next room”. When she finished dressing and went to serve him tea, he was looking very guilty and was squirming since he had a strong erection within his pants.
Life was going on and as she advanced in her pregnancy period, even the one sided sex subsided and by the time she was five months, their normal intercourse had totally stopped. One night, Ravi came home rather drunk and after having his dinner, as they went to bed, he told her to kneel in front of him after sitting on the cot. During their eight months of marriage, Sreedevi had become a submissive wife and never disobeyed him. She knelt on the floor and then Ravi opened his lungi and exposed his prick and holding her head, he led her lips to the tip of his manhood and told her “Sreedevi, take it into your mouth and suck it”. This was totally new experience for her, but she just did it and after a few minutes he ejaculated into her mouth and she could only swipe it and carry on. It had never occurred to Ravi that the wife also needs an orgasm and things like cuddling her, petting and fondling her breast and even touching and kissing her cunt and the general body areas give the woman a great deal of pleasure apart from loving and nice words of praise and affection.
Ravi was getting himself relieved by making her suck his penis every time he required till he left for her delivery. She delivered a boy child and came back home when the child was three months old. Ravi had reverted back to his demand for oral sex from her on her return twice a week. Sreedevi had also reconciled to taking a passive sexual role and got used to suppressing her own desires. Things were going quite smoothly till the tragedy struck her life suddenly and all of a sudden.
Ravi died in an accident in his factory and Sreedevi was just numb and shocked to the extent that she could not feel the pain. The baby was only about 4 months then. The Company gave a good compensation package, and said that they would give her a job after six or eight months after the baby was a bit more grown. Sreedevi could not comprehend any of these developments, since she was in a state of shock. The families who had come to share the grief had to go their own ways after about one or two weeks and it was suggested then that for some time, Sasi could stay with her to help her till she got the job and therefore Sasi vacated from his hostel and came to stay with his sister-in-law.
Sreedevi was beginning to overcome the grief gradually and Sasi’s presence had helped immensely. He used to look after the baby and generally took care of all the shopping and outdoor requirements. For him also, it was a good change since he was getting delicious food as against the lousy food at the hostel. His loving words and affectionate gestures were of soothing effect to help her to overcome the biggest tragedy in her life and she was coming to normalcy within one month after Sasi came there. In fact, Sreedevi became so fond of him that mentally she had even decided to marry him to her youngest sister who was doing her SSLC at their native place. May be after four or five years, after Sasi finished his studies and got a good job, he would make a good husband for her sister Asha, she thought!
Sasi used to go to the College in the morning and return by evening. There was only three rooms in that small house, and one was used for dining, one for study and one bedroom cum dressing etc, apart from bathroom and kitchen. Sasi used to study till 11 PM in the night and thereafter he used to sleep in the same room as Sreedevi, only thing was that he slept on the floor on a mattress, while Sreedevi and the baby used to sleep on the cot. Their relationship was going on smoothly and naturally, although Sreedevi was quite aware of his fancy and admiration of her beauty and his expression made her more happy and thankful, especially after the void which had filled her in the aftermath of the biggest loss In her life.
One day, as she was cleaning his study room, Sreedevi found a packet of cigarette in his draw and also some porno books along with his other study materials, and she was rather concerned that his attention was getting diverted from studies, and she wanted to give him some good advice at the appropriate time rather than scold him immediately which might spark off negative reactions. She was also aware that he was in a difficult age of post puberty and pre adult stage, and had to be handled tactfully. She was also worried that if he strayed on the sexual matters by going to prostitutes, it would not be good for his future nor her own sister with whom she had planned his marriage. She was wondering how to tackle the situation, especially in view of the delicately balanced affectionate relationship that had developed between her and her brother in law.
She had dozed off on the cot after breast-feeding her baby and lost in her thoughts of the past and suddenly a strong lightning struck and the noise made her come back to the present reality. She woke up and found that it was past 11 p.m. and Sasi had come and set up his mattress on the floor and was sleeping already after having switched off the light and only the night lamp was on. Sreedevi was now fully awake and it was raining heavily outside, when she realised that a few clothes were lying outside and she ran to pick them although she knew that they would be fully wet now. In the process, she herself got totally drenched and as she came in and put the clothes inside for drying, she had to change her wet clothes.
Sasi had all along been having a rather difficult time, in terms of sexual pressures. He had a high regard for his Chettathi, but her beauty was tormenting him and especially after having seen her topless once recently, he was having sleepless nights. After his brother’s death, he was shocked to see the state of his Chettathi and decided that only he could make her overcome her grief and his loving words and deeds did have the required effect. Only, his own passions had started glowing in full might, during her proximity.
He used to jack off and get his pressures relieved by masturbation and in the process he got some books which were really good which helped him to relieve himself. In the college, he also got some company of friend when occasional drinking and smoking were tried on an experimental basis.
That particular night, he had finished his studies and came into the bedroom at around 10 30 p.m. and found that the bedroom light was fully on and Chettathi had dozed off after feeding the baby. Her blouse was open and her breasts were hanging loose outside and he had an ample view of the large breasts, which had just fed the baby, and there were drops of milk on the tip of the nipple. Since the room was fully lit, he could have a good view and he was triggered on and at the same time feeling very guilty. He reluctantly switched of the light and put on the night lamp and lied on after setting up the mattress on the floor and had a difficult time in controlling his erection and it was then that a heavy lightning struck.
He watched his sister-in-law running outside to collect the clothes and at first thought of going and helping her; but later he decided against it, in view of the fact that he did not want her to be aware that he had seen her breasts exposed and also in his present state of erection, it would be foolish to get up and walk around, so he just pretended that he was asleep. He was aware of his Chettathi coming back with the wet clothes and spreading them on the strings in the rooms and after that he half opened his eyes and in the dim light, he found that she had been drenched totally and was about to change her clothes.
Sreedevi had come back and since only the night lamp was on which was very dim and also since she assumed Sasi was deep asleep, she took the liberty of taking off her clothes in the same room. She took of the wet saree off and also unbuttoned the blouse and removed it. Sasi was watching the whole scene with great deal of fascination and as her bra was also taken off, his heart was beating like mad. He thought that she would put on some other cloth, when she dropped her petticoat also after untying the knot and she was now totally nude and it was only visible feebly in the night lamp, but since Sasi had been used to that light conditions for some time, his view was quite okay. She had her back towards him and he was stunned to see her large buttocks. In view of the scene he had just witnessed, his erection was on full strength and a solid tent had formed in the middle of his legs. He did not want to change position, so that Chettathi would not be aware of any abnormal movements.
Meanwhile, Sreedevi had not taken the replacement petticoat and blouse, which she was supposed to wear after changing the wet clothes. Since she was not able to locate it, she had to put on the light to find out and at that time, she was walking around in the room which was now fully lit, without any bit of cloth on her, thinking that Sasi was fast asleep. Sasi quickly closed his eyes as she turned around, but for a milli second, his eyes had captured the image of his sister-in-law fully nude. She located the dry clothes and wore the blouse without bothering for the bra (since it was a nuisance during breast feeding in any case) and also put on her petticoat and quickly wrapped her saree around. Sasi had again half opened his eyes and devoured the sight of the action of stripping being done in reverse play. His excitement was reaching new heights and his prick started throbbing within the lungi, but he was lying still and holding his breath.
As she was about to switch off the light, Sreedevi glanced through sideways and suddenly caught sight of the tent between the legs of Sasi and in view of the throbbing movements, it struck her that probably he was still awake and only pretending to be asleep. She was shocked that if that was true, he might have seen her fully nude. She was not particularly alarmed, and decided to investigate into the matter further and switched off the light and with the night lamp on, Sreedevi lied down on the cot near the baby an pretended to sleep, and keeping in direction with Sasi so that his movements would be known.
Sasi realised that if he had to sleep that night, he had to get his load off and started jerking off in the dim light, fantasising about his Chettathi, and the visions of her nude and beautiful body which he had feasted on. He slowly opened his lungi and exposed his fully erect and throbbing prick, after having turned sideways and checking whether his sister-in-law was asleep and thinking that she was fast asleep, he spread his legs and took a comfortable lying position and with this right palm, engulfed his swollen penis, and started jacking off in slow and deliberate up and down movements. As he moved his foreskin of his penis up and down over the glans, the throbbing was more intense and his pleasurable sensations made him take his breath deeper.
By now Sreedevi has been fully accustomed to the dim light of the night lamp and she could see his actions more clearly and was fascinated by the sight of his prick standing like Qutab Minar and peeling up and down. Although she had been married for nearly two years before being widowed and had been fucked by her husband many times, she had not been able to enjoy the sight of even his tool, since he always seemed to be in a hurry. Even when he made her suck his prick, he used to ejaculate very fast and immediately get out of bed and go to the bathroom. She could make out that her husband’s younger brother Sasi was enjoying sex in a much more deliberate and involved manner than her own deceased husband Ravi who had just wanted to get his load off quickly.
As she lay watching his brother in law’s jacking off actions, pretending to be asleep, Sreedevi felt her own emotions to be mixed with variety of feelings. At first, she had been rather annoyed with him for having watched her in nude secretively. But then she realised that she was doing the same thing now which made her feel ashamed, and in any case, she justified that any teenaged male person would be naturally interested in seeing the opposite sex with or without clothes and she herself was aware of her beauty, so she was used to being stared by all men in public. She cursed herself for having walked in the nude in the bedroom with the lights on when he was lying there.
As her thought drifted further, she started sympathising with him for he had no other outlet other than masturbating. But she was also getting concerned that with his friend’s circle, he had already started smoking and it was only a matter of time that drinking and later women would enter the picture. She said to herself that she should protect him from evil paths and make him study well especially in the context of her plans to get him married to her younger sister. She was determined to do whatever she could, to ensure his well being.
Sasi had by now entered into an oasis of pleasurable sensations and had been completely lost in his actions and his eyes were closed and were becoming more and more oblivious of the surroundings. His lungi had fallen totally from his waist and except for his banian, he was totally nude and the sight was enthralling for Sreedevi, who was watching the young boy with fascination. Her own desires were slowly being kindled and with the coldness due to the rains and the noise of rains outside and she had been just wet a few minutes back, her body was yearning for some warmth. The young man lying on the floor by the side of her bed was affecting her feelings very much.
Immediately she chided herself for feeling like that towards her own husband’s younger brother. Then she felt that her husband had not been performing his duties properly and always treated her for his own release. This also fitted into her logic of protecting Sasi from seeking sexual release elsewhere, if she was able to provide him with comfort. She deliberated for a while and concluded that she was also doing it for her own sister, since if she were able to train Sasi to be a good lover, Asha would be benefited in the long run, since Sasi would be able to take care of her sexual life better with proper training, unlike her own husband. In the process, her own sexual needs would also be taken care of at least for the next 3 to 4 years, till the baby grew up to a certain stage and till Asha and Sasi were married. This clinched the argument and she made the decision. She woke up from the bed and put on the light of the bedroom, which was now fully lit.
Sasi was startled as the light was on and yelped as he saw his sister-in-law sitting on the bed facing him and he quickly woke up and adjusted his lungi, which was lying on the floor. Sreedevi was almost amused at the scene, but kept a straight face as she wanted to first seriously advise him and get certain promises from him on the future behaviour before really going ahead with her action plan. Sasi stood up with his lungi over his waist in a rather dishevelled condition and tried to apologise to his sister-in-law by telling that “Er. Sorry Chettathi . . . . . I was just trying to . . . . . “
Sreedevi looked at him and told him sternly “Aniya, I have been watching you for the last half an hour. You have been awake for quite some time. Isn’t it?”. As he tried to mumble some excuse, she told him, “Don’t lie, I know everything and you have been watching me changing my dress and not only that, I have been seeing the dirty books in your draw and also when did you start smoking?”
Sasi was totally cornered and was unable to offer any arguments. He realised that his Chettathi had trapped him on all fronts and saw no other option, but to accept his own faults and hung his face in shame and said “I am sorry Chettathi. I have always been in love with you and could not resist seeing you and the beauty of your body.” Sreedevi saw that he was almost close to tears and his face was totally flushed, but he really meant what he said. Still keeping a straight face, she looked at him and told him to sit on his own mattress on the floor. Then she went and closed the door and came near him and sat on the mattress near him, since she did not want to do anything on the bed where she had shared her life with her husband who was no more.
Seeing him sitting there with his face buried in his hands and trying to hide his shame, Sreedevi came near him and sat on the mattress near him and she made her tone a bit more kind and touched his chin with her right hand and called him “Aniyaa … (brother) Please look at me”. As Sasi raised his face, he saw his Chettathi smiling at him and sitting very close to him and she was really attractive. The creamy skin displayed with her low waist sari and the navel portion were all making him mad. He knew that she was wearing nothing underneath her blouse and her curves and bulges were still haunting him. She took his hand in her hands and looked sincerely into his eyes and said “Aniyaa, Now studies are the most important thing in your life. You should not get distracted with other things. Promise me that you won’t smoke.” Sasi met his eyes tentatively and put his other hand on her hand and made the promise with all his heart.
She then settled herself comfortably by putting the pillow near the wall and leaning her back and resting herself with her legs straightened on the mattress. Still holding his hand she drew him nearer to her and made him sit nearer. “It is all right. You can look at me to the extent you wish and even touch me if you want, provided you promise me that you won’t go to any other woman or girl till you get married”. Sasi felt very much relieved and his heart had become much lighter and that made him happy and relaxed as she pulled him further to lean on her. She had to now take the role of a teacher and give him coaching in the lessons of love-making, for which he already seemed to have the necessary basic qualities.